Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Wedding, wedding wedding, with one wrench thrown in...

OK, update, I know it's been a minute but once again I am trying to make myself blog more often.
So: the dress is bought-shockingly enough. It's beautiful and amazing and I am totally in love with it. I hesitate to put a link to a picture because the designer's website really doesn't do it justice. And I'd rather not post a picture of me in it because a certain blonde haired groom to be might see it and I can't have that.

My current stressors are now two fold:
1. Deciding where to get married is a bigger headache than I ever imagined.
2. Ken is suddenly going to Mississippi for 6 weeks starting this coming weekend.

Ken leaving means I get to make the "place" decision, essentially by myself on top of dealing with all household responsibilities on my own. Yes it will suck and I'll miss him very much but it could be much much worse. I hate to even say this but it makes me wonder if this is a bad omen for the coming year- as if he will get deployed or something terrible in March. God, I hope not.

As far as deciding where to get married..ugh where do I even begin?? I'm starting to hate all those bitches with wedding blogs who are all "As soon as we got there I knew this was where we would get married, it was perfect blah blah blah blah.." Where's my moment?? Why aren't angels singing and the clouds parting for me?? UGH! It feels like there is at least one major problem with every site we've looked at, it could be money, or how convienent it is, or how we could work the ceremony. I wish Ken wanted to elope, I wish this was easier, I wish he wasn't going away. It could be worse, it could be worse...